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wow... long time no talk... teehee [18 Apr 2005|08:14am] [ mood | depressed ] heyy pplz... watz up... nm here juss getin redy 4 school, the stupidest place on earth... ok well, heres an update: im friggen depressed, confused, sad and just feel like no one gives a shit about me... i mean, do u guys really care or do u just play around... cuz sometimes it feels like none of my friends really listen to me. they are always like "y r u depressed?" they just dont friggen understand. no 1 understands the way i feel, and they never will... well, imma go call melanie... ttyl byebye i luv ryan... <3 skate for life.

im back pplz [16 Mar 2005|01:21pm] [ mood | bitchy ] damn... i havent written in here in a long time... hehe... well, i wound up making out with ryan... it ws good 2... hahahehehe... sry.. im hyper but depressed... yesterday was me n ryan's 1 month anniversary... aw!!! lol... well i gotta go b4 i get yelled at by ms. rega... im in 5th period which is spanish and i really dont wanna get caught doign this or i'll get in truble... matt was just looking over here... FAGGOT... damn... ppl should mind their own buisness!! -rebecca- 2 tricks. skate for life.

long time no talk... hehe [02 Mar 2005|12:36pm] [ mood | blah ] dudez... i wuv ryan so flackin much... i see him everydayand wind up kissin him... i wanna make out with him but i dont kno if he wants to ... so today when we switch classes,im gonna be lyke"wanna make out" andi hope he says yea...or hell yea... lolz... well, im about ready to switch classes in lyke 10 minutes... so w/e... i have friggen SPANISH.... for cryin out loud... it sux ass...ugh... ms. rega feels sry for me... cux my life suxx... mickey is so flackin depressed and it makes me depressed to see him lyke this... besides the fact that im grounded until april 4th... DAMN GRADES... damn damn damn.... lol... i wanna go on the fone to talk to ryan but i cant... n e ways, rachel is buggin me to go on the computer... ttyl luv ya ryan bekka 1 tricks. skate for life.

[16 Feb 2005|11:59am] [ mood | peaceful ] ello... im sittin here in mz. stebbins class bored as hell... theresz nothin 2 do... im grounded for 2 months...or almost... no computer, no fone, and absolutely NO GOING OUTSIDE...ABSOLUTELY NOTHIN... rite now my mom took away all of my life... she threatened to take away my tv... NO... HELL NO... haha... well, this keyboard is screwed up... so i gtg...byezz... luv ya ryan... skate for life.

bored.... class [11 Feb 2005|11:05am] [ mood | cold ] heyz... im sitting here in the library... the computers are as slow as hell... today is my birthday... hell yea... im waiting to go back to class.... and no im not skipping... haha... tonite, me n devyn, n melanie r goin to the movies, and i have no clue wat movie were gonna c... well, its all good... they r sleeping over. i wonder what my cuzin got me for my birthday... i hope its stuff from hot topic... that store rox... herez my quote (fave) from papa roach... "cut my lyfe into pieces, this is my last resort, suffocation, no breathing, dont give a f**k if i cut my arm, im bleeding..." gtg... bye... i love 47... i sat on ryan's lap this morning... hehe... skate for life.

[10 Feb 2005|12:39pm] [ mood | bitchy ] hey peepz.. wat up... ganon broke up with me this morning... that little bitch...im so pissd off... i dont kno wat 2 think... he dont wanna b my friend no more and im so upset... im in a bitchy mood so dont mess wit me... and i have 2 go to my grandma's house afta skewl... ugh... at least i get a present... haha... well, this will now lead me into pure depression... yay... once again... mickey was rite!!! theres nuthing good about me... i should listen 2 him more often... gtg maralyn is reading this... byezz... dont luv ya skate for life.

[07 Feb 2005|07:41am] [ mood | cheerful ] heyy peepz... im sittin here... talkin 2 my cuzin... im supposed to be getting offline so my friend zowie can call but i dont wanna... gannon's coming to skool early today so we can spend time 2gether...yay!!! i love him so much... i forgot to call him last nite... oops.. my bad.. lol... well, g2g get ready 4 skool... k... luv ya gannon... *muah* **Rebecca** skate for life.

[06 Feb 2005|06:14pm] [ mood | sore ] heyy people... the song was me... but the entry b4 that was my cuzin... she made this for me... LOOK AT BAM IN THE BACKGROUND!!! HES SO HOTT... WOOT WOOT... so sexxi... i just got back frum my friend chris's house... he can be so kewl at tymes, but he can be a major jerk... ugh... well, i have a major headache... so im gonna lye down... kk? luv ya'z... bye skate for life.

[06 Feb 2005|02:17pm] [ mood | bitchy ] 3 doors down- let me go... One more kiss could be the best thing Or one more lie could be the worst And all these thoughts are never resting And your not something I deserve CHORUS In my head there's only you now This world falls on me In this world there's real and make believe And this seems real to me And you love me but you don't know who I am I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand And you love me but you don't know who I am So let me go, let me go I dream ahead to what I hope for And I turn my back on loving you How can this love be a good thing And I know what I'm going through CHORUS In my head there's only you now This world falls on me In this world there's real and make believe And this seems real to me And you love me but you don't know who I am I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand And you love me but you don't know who I am So let me go, just let me go, let me go And no matter how hard I try I can't escape these things inside I know, I know But all the pieces fall apart You will be the only one who knows, who knows You love me but you don't know who I am I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand And you love me but you don't know who I am So let me go, just let me go (you don't know) You love me but you don't You love me but you don't (you don't know) You love me but you don't know who I am (you don't know) You love me but you don't You love me but you don't (you don't know) You love me but you don't know me **to anyone who loves me but they dont really know the real me...** 1 tricks. skate for life.

[06 Feb 2005|10:49am] hey, this isn't bekka. it's her cousin, karen, i'm just testing everything out for her. 1 tricks. skate for life.

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